Yes. Because of the length of the relationship, it would have been preferable to have had that…

Yes. Because of the length of the relationship, it would have been preferable to have had that conversation in person. It was particularly painful because the last time we saw each other was this wonderful romantic weekend. I didn't know it would be the very last time I would see him. It might have been harder for him to do it that way, but it would hav…